Do you ever feel like going out into the middle of nowhere and screaming as loud as you can? For the past three days I’ve had this nervous energy where all I want to do is scream and yell and thrash my head and run until I can’t run anymore. My body is seeking an exhilarating freedom it can’t get in an office cube or on a subway car. I want to reach my hands up to the clouds and spin in the night until the stars look like streaming ashes from a firework. I want to jump off a cliff into freezing cold water. I want to swim to the bottom of the ocean and only come up for air when I can’t hold my breath for another second. That would feel really good right now.